So, I don't know if I like my new job or if I hate it... it's a really complicated feeling I have for the place! Like today for example: I had one customer throw a fit because I didn't immediately know for sure if the answer I had for his question was correct and he'd have to wait til I verified it (for the record I was right) PLUS he didn't like the answer I gave. Then again, I also had two customers tell me how much they loved me and one said she wanted a card to my manager's office so she could tell him how sweet I am! Awwww, gotta love little old ladies... actually all three were old.
Most days I love it, unless I work with that guy from my previous post, he makes me do these training exercises that I absolutely suck at. Way to break my confidence man! Today though I felt unstoppable. I was able to confidently answer most questions and, other than cranky-ass, I was able to find an answer as soon as possible. I managed to get the stain out of my pants so I didn't have to wear the uncomfortable man slacks I had been wearing. These pants make my ass look awesome! LOL, I think that helped with the confidence I usually struggle with there.
Other than rattling off reasons why my son has been a pain in the ass lately, nothing else has really happenned lately. So live love and live large!
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Oh How Sweet!!
My sister in law lives with me and I had to bring her feminine hygeine products to her work yesterday. Apparently this guy she works with got all excited and told her I was hot... until he found out I was married!! I'm so flattered! It's been a long time since someone other than my husband thought I was hot... although I was looking pretty smoking. With the exception of the shirt I was wearing, I think I looked pretty at work today too. I'm so glad to finally have a job where I can get my nails done. I'm going to use my first paycheck to catch up on some bills and then my next for a birthday/father's day gift for my husband but after that I'm going to get myself beautified!!! I'm going to go get a much needed hair cut, fix my high lights and get myself a manicure and pedicure!! I absolutely cannot wait! I just hope this job doesn't bring me down.
I love the people I work with, however there is this guy there that I met once when I was in high school. He was a total douche who told me I needed to stop eating and get my fat ugly ass out of his face because he wanted to talk to my bff. We got into a rather heated verbal altercation but he speaks to me rather nicely (you know, as nice as a douchebag can) so he must not remember me. I took the chance as I was leaving to see if there were any other BBW's at my work and there's only one, I guess that's a step up from the zero that was at my last work place. Still, I miss having my posse to hang out with!
Speaking of BBW, my sister in law is apparently a "hottie cam" girl on Fubar (I'm guessing that's how you spell it). She's at the lower end of fat but she's really pretty (lucky). I thought she was getting paid to do it though but I guess not. If I wasn't married and I thought I could get paid to do it, I'd totally join a webcam site, lol. As it is, my husband doesn't like when I dress provacatively, chances are he wouldn't let me do that sort of thing, hahaha.
Well, I'm off!!
I love the people I work with, however there is this guy there that I met once when I was in high school. He was a total douche who told me I needed to stop eating and get my fat ugly ass out of his face because he wanted to talk to my bff. We got into a rather heated verbal altercation but he speaks to me rather nicely (you know, as nice as a douchebag can) so he must not remember me. I took the chance as I was leaving to see if there were any other BBW's at my work and there's only one, I guess that's a step up from the zero that was at my last work place. Still, I miss having my posse to hang out with!
Speaking of BBW, my sister in law is apparently a "hottie cam" girl on Fubar (I'm guessing that's how you spell it). She's at the lower end of fat but she's really pretty (lucky). I thought she was getting paid to do it though but I guess not. If I wasn't married and I thought I could get paid to do it, I'd totally join a webcam site, lol. As it is, my husband doesn't like when I dress provacatively, chances are he wouldn't let me do that sort of thing, hahaha.
Well, I'm off!!
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Let's Start!
Ok, so I am a BIG girl and I always felt sort of like an outcast in society. I would walk down the halls of a mall and hear people saying things like "She's disgusting" or they would oink..... and I felt even MORE of an outcast because I DON'T CARE. Is it weird that I feel comfortable in my own skin?? That I like the curves that I have? I was inspired to write about this stuff after reading an article about a blog called askaguywholikesfatchicks. I was surprised, as I'm sure many of us big girls are, by his enthusiasm and genuine love of fat girls. It wasn't some sick joke and there is no sarcasm, just a genuine guy giving out advice. So now I want to start doing the same thing for other big girls.
Since it's not like I have any subscribers yet, I will write an introduction. Hi, I'm Savvy and I am a 260-270 lb woman who LOVES sex, food, and my son... not necessarily in that order. I grew up knowing only my mother's family, all of which who are extremely skinny (and when I say that, I should point out that one of my aunts is a model/actress). I look like my biological father's family though, many of which who are large like me (I wouldn't mind so much if I was at least as pretty as my mom's family, I'm a bit of an ugly duckling too but I get better looking with age which is encouraging). In high school, I was proud of my sexy curves and I dressed to flaunt it. As a result, my mom thinks I'm a slut, lol. Although, looking back I was a bit of one...... ANYWAY, I was pretty confident until my senior year where I dated this guy who told me he loved me but sure as hell didn't act like it. He made references to my weight a lot (even though I was like 50 lbs lighter!) and had crushes on skinny chicks. Then, I met this man who fell in love with me at first sight... so I left the other guy and ran head first into a whirlwind relationship which ended up with me getting married a couple months later after I had barely turned 18 and graduated from high school. It's been almost 6 years since we got married and we're still going strong, well, we have problems but what relationship doesn't.
I can't tell the BBW out there enough how IMPORTANT it is that you find a man who loves you for you, for ALL of you. He better like you for how you look as well as your personality. Only these sort of men can allow you to become truly self confident no matter what society throws at you. For example, this group of skinny girls were talking shit about me behind my back (like, literally) and I turned around and held out my ring finger (fyi, I knew these girls were single) and said "Oh my, being fat must not be that bad if I can get married before you!" Yea, shut those bitches up, lol.
Then again, the way to make yourself more appealing is to HAVE confidence in the first place. So, try this psychology trick: look at yourself in the mirror, naked if possible, and tell yourself ONE thing you like about yourself. It can be something as small as your eyes or hair but I swear when I was having self-confidence issues, doing this brought me back within a month and now I'm told I was "snotty self-confident" during that time, lol.
Well, it's a beautiful day so I better go enjoy it!
Since it's not like I have any subscribers yet, I will write an introduction. Hi, I'm Savvy and I am a 260-270 lb woman who LOVES sex, food, and my son... not necessarily in that order. I grew up knowing only my mother's family, all of which who are extremely skinny (and when I say that, I should point out that one of my aunts is a model/actress). I look like my biological father's family though, many of which who are large like me (I wouldn't mind so much if I was at least as pretty as my mom's family, I'm a bit of an ugly duckling too but I get better looking with age which is encouraging). In high school, I was proud of my sexy curves and I dressed to flaunt it. As a result, my mom thinks I'm a slut, lol. Although, looking back I was a bit of one...... ANYWAY, I was pretty confident until my senior year where I dated this guy who told me he loved me but sure as hell didn't act like it. He made references to my weight a lot (even though I was like 50 lbs lighter!) and had crushes on skinny chicks. Then, I met this man who fell in love with me at first sight... so I left the other guy and ran head first into a whirlwind relationship which ended up with me getting married a couple months later after I had barely turned 18 and graduated from high school. It's been almost 6 years since we got married and we're still going strong, well, we have problems but what relationship doesn't.
I can't tell the BBW out there enough how IMPORTANT it is that you find a man who loves you for you, for ALL of you. He better like you for how you look as well as your personality. Only these sort of men can allow you to become truly self confident no matter what society throws at you. For example, this group of skinny girls were talking shit about me behind my back (like, literally) and I turned around and held out my ring finger (fyi, I knew these girls were single) and said "Oh my, being fat must not be that bad if I can get married before you!" Yea, shut those bitches up, lol.
Then again, the way to make yourself more appealing is to HAVE confidence in the first place. So, try this psychology trick: look at yourself in the mirror, naked if possible, and tell yourself ONE thing you like about yourself. It can be something as small as your eyes or hair but I swear when I was having self-confidence issues, doing this brought me back within a month and now I'm told I was "snotty self-confident" during that time, lol.
Well, it's a beautiful day so I better go enjoy it!
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